her paradoxical life

2009-02-18T00:13:00.002+08:00

the long anticipated event ended with such a horrible drama.
its been 2 days,and i'm still in the shocking state.
the hatred and grudges are way too much for us to handle it.
but all these have taught me a lot.

and most importantly, it made me realised that all these while i have the greatest dad ever.=)

2009-02-07T12:18:00.003+08:00

super angry.
too much angst in me now.
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'every time group project,mesti kau nak prangai.
bodoh nye pompan.'

p/s: results next wk.dammit.

2009-02-01T20:10:00.004+08:00

happy 20th love!

2009-01-08T11:38:00.003+08:00

my super busy schedule has turned me into a very very boring person.
i miss the cousins outing.
i miss the lepak moments with the gangs.
i miss the keco-ness with maarifian.
i miss the 'mr bangbang' jokes and the laughters with the DUO.
i miss the waktongs.

and ya the quality time spent with boyfriend is getting shorter and shorter.=(
and this blog is getting more and more dustier and mundane.
and school assignments are getting more and more complicated.
4 more modules to go.2 more terms to go through.

2008-12-20T21:22:00.004+08:00

finally after few months of not meeting up!
3hrs full of laughters,stories etc.
sungguh syiok!

i miss boify!
asyik pergi KL aje..lol

2008-11-29T19:22:00.002+08:00

good pay. CHECKED
working in an international company.CHECKED
permanent position.CHECKED
promotion.still in progress

and yeah i'm surely gonna flunk my financial accounting.
i hate the subject so much that i just cant stop cursing the person who came up with the theories all.pfft.

2008-11-14T19:31:00.003+08:00

10 more days to exams and it's driving me nuts.
even starting to have nightmares about it.
isit a bad omen or just an indication that i've not revised fully for it.
dammit .
i tot getting an A n B for the previous paper were a good start.
but nah.it's like adding on more pressure.
seriously i never experienced such things throughout my life.
even during those alvl days
maybe dats the reasons for my horrendous results.HAHA!
i'm more worried for my financial accounting.
whats more with the poor grade we got for the project.
haiyaaaaaaaa...

seriously i'm starting to hate LJS.
firstly,they keep on increasing the price.
secondly,the the size of the chicken is getting smaller and smaller.
3rdly, ni seriousnya poor customer service. someone once said i never work in F&B section before so i never understand.pls eh. i'm in customer service line also and as far as i'm concern once you're in this line,you're a service provider and of course it has to be good. be it F&B,insurance line or whatsoever uh.that's the basic rule.
and lastly,since when i have to pay 20cent for a packet of tartar sauce??!totally absurd siak.

2008-11-06T11:29:00.001+08:00

17 things i love about my boyfriend.

1.he's smart.
2.he has a nice smile.
3.he taught me not to look down on people no matter what.
4.he taught me the meaning of LOVE.
5.he makes my heart melts ALL THE TIME.
6.the only one that can make me giggle a lot.
7.can be soo random and it really really amused me.
8.he's full of craps.
9.he makes me feel pretty even without much makeup.
10.he taught me simplicity is the best.
11.besides family,he's my another pillar of strength.
12.always have faith in me thou i myself sometime have doubts of my own ability.
13.very very patient with me.
14.simply sweet and lovable.
15.always there for my never ending complaints and ranting.
16.he's my bestfriend.
17.he's the best 'gift' i ever received.

17months and still going strong..
after what we went through, I'm sure that you're the one for me dear..=)

2008-11-02T18:04:00.002+08:00

"..i already wearing that funny looking hat..come and catch me..."

2008-10-17T23:13:00.002+08:00

i was a big slengie throughout this entire week.

1.i 4get to bring out my hp to work thus dad have to send it all the way to martin road.
2.i left my file full of notes for the upcoming exams last friday at school and only realised it 4 days later.(and some idiot chose to take my file rather than return it to LOST&FOUND section.thanks eh)
3.i left my coach wristlet at front counter and only realised it 4hours later. it was madness as i thought i lost it.
4.i keep choosing the wrong printer while serving counter and have to go all the way to level 2 to collect the documents and passed it to the waiting customers
5.i've been asking people either some ridiculous questions or just the same question over and over again.

something seems to be wrong somewhere with me but i just cant figure it out.
ok.maybe i'm just tooo tired and need to hibernate.baaaaah!

2008-09-25T13:50:00.003+08:00

school projects never failed to suck out my sanity.period.
as people busy making preparation for raya, i'm stuck with my never-ending projects.
it's super damn frustrating.
even the plan to revamp my room have to put on hold as i simply cant find the time to do so.pfft.
and to make it worst,i just cant be bothered to arrange the books and whatsoever shits properly.
i'll just chunk everything one side.
dad surely gonna make issue about it as he's very particular about keeping the room tidy and he always say' kakak da kerja ni jd pemalas eh..'.lol
so i'm gonna lock my room and put no entry sign on the door.
as simple as that.

2008-09-18T19:58:00.002+08:00

people been bombarding me with questions about AIG.
honestly,there's nothing much to worry about thou the news kinda scary.
business as per normal and to my dismay,our workloads still piling up as usual.pfft.

2008-09-11T22:59:00.002+08:00

i'm mentally n physically exhausted.
so spare me all those nonsenses n craps.
get on my nerves and i'll smack your face in return.

2008-09-10T23:27:00.000+08:00

the one who can never get sick of my ranting..my rambling..my whining..
the one who is always there for me.
the one who can make me feel bad of my mistakes instantly!
the one who loves my name soo much and just refused to give me any nicknames.
the one who can make me giggle like a tween who just saw her crush.
the one who motivates me by calling me 'a clever girl.'
the one who seldom show affections but knows how to make me feel loved.
the one who brought so much changes in my life.
the one whom i simply adore very much.
the one and only;Md Hafriz.

HAPPY 24TH BIRTHDAY DEAR!!

2008-09-03T18:25:00.003+08:00

i'm fine with those who're not fasting.
they may have their own reasons.
but what i really cant stand when they can happily eat in front of me with their super slamba face.
and even have to cheek to ask me'saliha,lunch gi mane ?'
~~memang mintak kena smack~~

2008-09-01T18:45:00.003+08:00

Ramadhan Mubarak to everyone.

and Happy 15th to us...=)

2008-08-25T22:10:00.005+08:00

got another surprise from my colleagues.
and this time around,i was abit emo and i just cant stop crying.lol
i'm barely 3 months there,yet we got along pretty well.=)

and to save myself from answering the QSN over n over n over again,friz got for me this....

it was one of the most memorable birthday ever.

thankiu baba n ibu for the kachinggggg.
thankiu adik for the stylish belt.
thankiu syiqa for the hp keychain.
thankiu syg for the meal n the gift.
thankiu classmates for the watch
thankiu colleagues for the hamper
n thakiu frens,cuzzies and aunts for the wellwishes n prayers..

sungguh rase disayangi..=)

side track;now it's time for me to wreck brain for friz's birthday.o oh..

2008-08-24T13:18:00.005+08:00

so last friday, had an advanced birthday celebration with bunch of classmates.
i was surprised with a brownies cake and a gift.
it was super suweet of them and i actually cried.=)

so tomorrow is the day.
goodbye 19..HELLO 20!

2008-08-17T20:18:00.003+08:00

it is super damn frustrating when i tried very hard to study but in the end laziness overruled everything.wth.
i need to get the momentum back or i can just kiss goodbye to my diploma as well as my job.
bleargh.
the exam is this coming Tues and i got like another 5 more chapters to go.
and to make it more ~~exciting~~,my next 2 modules gonna commence this coming Wed n Fri.
bottom line is, if i were to fail again this paper, no more reimbursement from the company and obviously it gonna clash with my school's schedule.

now,who says schooling and working at the same time is easy?!

2008-08-16T20:31:00.004+08:00

our 1st trip to hortpark was indeed enjoyable thou we're practically drenched in our own sweat.
i was complaining hot throughout the trip while he keep saying it's breezy.
and i just cant stop asking him,'lg jauh tk...?'
nevertheless,i still wanna go there again.
so dear,december hor?=)

2008-08-13T17:00:00.003+08:00

there's soo many things i plan to do.
but somehow i really have to discipline myself.

.no more lazing around when comes to studies.
.start saving.
.balance up between study n work.

that's my 3 priorities for the time being.

and in less than 2 wks time,my age will begin with the ugly 2.
bleargh.

2008-08-03T13:46:00.003+08:00

it just irritates the hell out of me when people keep on commenting about my studies.
wtf.
it's my money.its my time.its my own choice.
and i dont see a problem in pursuing a diploma when i already have alvl cert.
doesnt mean i was from a madrasah,i wont have a bright future.
and doesnt mean i'm taking private diploma i wont be able to get hold of a decent job.

it's still early for me to say anything as well for you to comment anything yet.
so just keep your mouth shut and mind your own business.

2008-07-16T23:51:00.003+08:00

Being the spoilt gf, I told dear that he owed me 2 scoops of B&J as he only msged me for few time while he's on reservist last week. (like duh,in jungle how to send sms n stuffs.tsk Saliha.!)

BUT being the nicest bf on earth, he just simply agreed to it.

and i cant just stop smiling looking at this photo.
soo cheeky eh hafriz!

2008-07-07T19:24:00.002+08:00

hafriz's on reservist for one week and i'm a sad sad sad gf.
hahas!stooooopppppiiittttttt sak!
=P

2008-06-28T00:20:00.002+08:00

2 more weeks to go and i'll finish my 1st 2 modules.
it's super damn fast and adik was like 'mine blum abes2 lg'.
project settled and i'm left with the upcoming exams.
scary shit.
as the last time i sat for exams was like erk 2 yrs ago...?

so doctor said i'm having tension headache and this can lead to depression.
i was prescribed sleeping pills as well this dunno what to relax my muscles.
and the best part,i was asked to sleep for atleast 10 hours!
syiok or what..=)

2008-06-22T13:15:00.002+08:00

so my schedule getting more n more hectic.
and it's super damn suffocating.

2008-06-14T22:33:00.003+08:00

-saliha- he's the sweetest drug. says:
so after 1 yr together,wat haf u learn abt me?

triple h's body double says:
ur sense of direction is bad

triple h's body double says:
so i have to temankan carik tempat:P

suweet or what.
adore him alot.

2008-06-01T00:32:00.002+08:00

it's the 365th day and still going strong.=)

2008-05-19T22:36:00.003+08:00

a well spent PH i guess.

-breakfast with the geng at jalan kayu. Thou there were only 5 of us but quite keco as usual.
talking and catching up with each other and THANK YOU JANNAH for fetching and sending me home thou u have to wait for more than 20mins as i err woke up late.heh

-cried my heart out watching the one of the most anticipating malay movie qabil khusry qabil igham(?).ya..i'm kinda backdated but it was such a touching story and yeah people dont call me a crybaby for nothing.=)

-cleared my wardrobe for the 45863877466577th time and lets see how the long i can keep it neat and tidy. I have this bad habit of getting confused on what to wear to work which can actually make my almari looks like a tongkang pecah.besides that, I often act as if i only have 2 pieces of clothes which is totally absurd b'cause if my wardrobe could talk,definitely i can hear it cursing.

-watched ugly betty season 2 and i'm left with 4 more episodes to go. I wonder if there's season 3..?

-sent random msgs to dear telling how i'm bored to death in spore while he's enjoying himself in KL and kinda miss him.. guess what i got in return? 'fuh,our apt is exactly besides KLCC and besar plak tu.'..'fuh imagine from pudu to ctrl mku,bt bintang,pavilion to KLCC..all jalan kaki!'...
tsk tsk tsk.

and i just remember that i didnt do any revisions for my statistic. damn.

2008-05-13T22:48:00.000+08:00

KFC and Taco Bells.
Ben and jerry.
randomness and jokes.
joy and laughters.
each other's company.

What a beautiful evening.=)

2008-05-05T12:28:00.000+08:00

so last night he drove me home.
And till now,I just cant stop smiling about it.=)

2008-04-24T13:20:00.000+08:00

so currently dear partner is on mc+ urgent leaves as she's having finger cramps.
the doctor she went to see, said that it's work hazard.
and upon hearing that from Christine,i just cant stop laughing and let out a loud snort which made my S.E gave me the death stare.lols.
Corz in our team,she has the least things to do and yet she's the one who got the finger cramps.
totally absurd.
and of corz i'm obliged to cover her duty.bleargh.

anyways,seriously tk penting eh nk blog abt how guys always wanna get to know you..ask for ur no and so on n on n on.
and no it's not jealousy. it's MELUAT.get it?
and stop being soo nice and friendly with me.

2008-04-19T14:07:00.000+08:00

seriously income never failed to suck out my sanity.
for the past 2 weeks the working hours getting more ridiculous.
and after much hesitation,finally I've started applying for other jobs
looking on the brighter side of it doesn't seems to work for me.
so ya..hopefully the companies will get back to me SOON.

went out with fida last sun to watch a production in which omar was one of the main cast.
not bad..
thou have to agree with fida that the storyline kinda predictable.
but all the casts were superb.
and i didnt know omar can dance.lembut nk mampos plak tu!HAHA

me n fida

us and DR Farouk.
us again

mkn ice kacang pon muke nk stress.

and people we seriously need to meet up.

2008-04-07T07:30:00.000+08:00

it is saddening when people still judge u based on your pasts.
and to make things worst,u get to know it from others' blogs.
the more i try to ignore it,the more my heart aches.
and i would be lying if i were to say i'm fine,not affected by all this.
seriously people,give me a break.
enough is enough.
='(

2008-04-01T12:17:00.000+08:00

soo many thing on my mind and 90% of it are all about work.
i'm sick and tired of rushing for the closing and process hundreds of applications weekly.
n it seems that doing work from home after office hour has become a daily routine.
is this the price i have to pay in order to get recognition from the higher management.
and now they have make ridiculous restriction that no one's allowed to take leave on 1st 5 days n last 5 days of the month.
n there is no such thing as urgent leave anymore.even if it's a genuine case.
all this have made me becoming a very boring person.
all i can yank about is work,work,work.
and dear will always be the one who has to endure it.sorry love.cant help it.
am still contemplating as whether to continue slogging guts out for Income or just find another job.

on the brighter side of everything, tomorrow gonna mark our 10th.

I never know what the future brings
But I know you are here with me now
We’ll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with

2008-03-01T15:30:00.000+08:00

i'm neither an insurance agent nor working at NTUC fairprice.
it's finance dept,NTUC Income.
so get your facts right people.
no,i'm not looking down at those 2 jobs.
it just that whenever people ask me abt it,the sneering expression on their faces so damn obvious.
doesnt mean my qualification not dat gd,i wont be able to find a decent job.
and i dont see a problem in being an admin asst.
so yeah,stop it b4 u see the other side of me.
n trust me it gonna be damn ugly.

n it's 29th feb..
olala.leap yr.
n according to ireland tradition,on this date,women can propose to any guy they want n rejection is big no no.
if only spore practise such tradition,for sure i would have send baba n atuk to teban.ahakz!

n tommorw gonna be our 9th!
3 more months to go bebeh.
=)

2008-02-06T20:05:00.000+08:00

my temperament seriously getting more & more ridiculous.
BUT being the nicest boyfriend,he still put up with it.
and it seems that i'm not much different from a loony as one min i can be ok and the next min i'll throw tantrum..
worst than a spoilt brat.
and most of the time,he'll be the victim.
i'm like taking advantage of his kindness.
and the thought of him blowing off,unable to take the nonsense anymore scares the hell out of me.
so MUST stop all these b4 it's too late.

2008-02-03T14:29:00.000+08:00

one of the pictures that bring back nice memories..
the fun we had.
the keconess.
the crazy group photos.
and the list could just go on.

looking forward to 8th feb.
another lepak-ing session with the geng.

2008-01-31T12:20:00.000+08:00

it's only wednesday but seriously i need a break from work.
i practically have to drag myself to office every SINGLE day.
i'm starting to slack.
but the disapproval look from senior exec didnt leave any impact at all.sheesh!
i just cant be bothered.
patiently waiting till april.
as either i'll be a full-time student or find better job.

2008-01-22T12:04:00.000+08:00

different people,different understanding.
so there's a time where people will misinterpret your entry.
and arguing,tagging,bombarding etc wont be the best solutions.
but oh well. i shouldn't argue more.
as this will make thing worst.
we may come from the same tertiary institute.
we may learnt from the same ustazah.
but that doesn't mean we'll share the same understanding.
so yeah.
i rest my case.
cheers!

2008-01-21T07:38:00.000+08:00

dakwah has to be done by the sunnah of Rasullullah s.a.w.because Success is only achievable when u obey the rasul.

wow.i didnt know that dakwah HAS to be done by the sunnah of Rasullulah only.
then how about ijtihad,ijma para sahabat,al-qiyas and so on?
they all also ade peranan dlm meyebarkan dakwah.
ni semua kan timbul after zaman Rasulullah.
so klau lah dakwah HAS to be done by the sunnah of rasulullah,ape gunenye para sahabat berijtihad semua?

dakwah is just a term that being used when u share some knowledge with others.
it's not necessarily has to be Islamic oriented.
as different situation,you'll have to use different approach.
even by just sharing your experiences with others,it can be considered dakwah.
even through sessions of general quiz also can be considered as dakwah.

it's undeniable everything we do must berpandukan kepada al-qur'an n al-sunnah.
budden u also must consider the roles of other perundangan islam yg lain as well.

2008-01-07T13:25:00.000+08:00

since when dakwah have to be islamic oriented...?

2008-01-01T13:31:00.000+08:00

when the clock strikes 12,it would be the beginning of 2008.
i wonder how things gonna be.
will there be more challenges that i have to go through.
like what love always tell me,'tkmo byk pikir'
so i guess just take one thing at a time.

and speaking of love,
it also marks our 7th.
=)

2007-12-31T15:03:00.000+08:00

after much anticipation,finally my parents came back yesterday..
so there's gonna be proper food every single day.
there's mum for storytelling sessions.
there's dad so that we feel secured in the house.
n basically there's every1 in the house...
just like how it used to be.
i'm loving it.
=)

2007-12-27T20:36:00.000+08:00

two more days and VIP will be back home.
simply cant wait.
just miss their presences in the house.
till today,i still dont find it enjoyable without having them around.
funny how some people can be over the moon when their parents not around.tsk.

niway,like finally i was granted halfday off.
so i watched in the valley of elah (elah elah..eh eh eh)
nice storyline..
but it was way too draggy...
and their accents were like faham2 je la.
i keep dozing off few times.tsk tsk.

xmas was fun fun fun.
my workstation was overloaded with gifts from fellow colleagues.
sungguh rase disayangi.
with lunch treat at swensen's from Mr Manager.
bottomline,best habis la.

2007-12-21T16:30:00.000+08:00

it's 12:24am n here i am blabbering away instead of sleeping.
crooning to unpretty by tlc with only my n fadz still awake as for the rest seems to be lost in their own lala land.

with parents away,i was put on test to overcome soo many things.
guess it's high time for me to be independent n stand on my own feet rather than rely on them like how i used to be.
working life forever been a bitch.
the words backlogs,urgent,complaints etc seems to be a taboo and surely drive me up the wall all the time.
but somehow it trains me to be more disciplined n the most impt thing,more ORGANISED.
and i cant afford to be forgetful like how i used to, which is damn good lah..
i just have to learn to be more calm n take one thing at a time.
like what love always tell me'jgn byk pikir.'

to think back,this year has been a breeze for me thou somehow along the away i stumbled upon few things which always leave me on the brink of breaking down.
luckily i'm surrounded by all those beautiful people.

speaking of those beautiful people,
i'm really grateful for the chances given to have them as part of my life.
parents-my pillar of strength.
the ones that i can rely on thru ups n downs.
the ones who never ever give up on me thou i know sometime i can make their veins,arteries etc burst.heh.
sistas-my nerve-wrecking buggers.
despite all those verbal abuses that i just love to hurl at you girls,i still love u all la.
hafriz-my love.
being with u is a bliss.!to grow with you is all i'm asking for.=)
the geng-bunch of best terpelanting people.
aku syg each n every1 of u all.
cuzzies-bunch of retarded people who can seriously make me shriek with laughters till i nearly pee in the pants..ALL THE TIME HOKEY.
julie d-my best colleague,close fren,lunch kaki,financial consultant and the list could just go on.
seriously babe,thank you soo much for everything.
thou we just get to know each other like only in july but i know i can rely on you through thick n thins.
fathanah-the thought of u being miles away from me is saddening.
no more koala bear hugs from you.n no more punching bag for me.heh.
8 yrs of friendships still going strong and will always be.

As i grow older,i tend to be more observant towards the surrounding.
as who u can rely on and who u can just tick off your friendlist.
it's kinda frustrating when you thought that some1 u can simply rely on turned out to be the opp.
or worst,u're being misjudged by just one mistake without having any chances to defend yourself.
or when u're always being portrayed as the villain while the rest are the victims.
to think all of this were done by those people i used to call 'my friends'.
however,on the brighter side of it,i still have those who accept me for whoever i am..=)

All those that happened throughout this year somehow make my journey of life more wonderful and never will i regret or wish that i could turn back time as i always believe everything that happens has it's own reason and it's all up to individual on how u're going to look at it.

hopefully next year will be a breeze one as well.

2007-12-10T15:05:00.000+08:00

To my loudhaler,super damn irritating and simplyenjoyburningholesinmypocket sista,
HAPPY 18TH!!!!
u better buck up on your study and your gpa must be maintained as per prev semester(read:not less than 3.2 hokey!!)
anihows,i love u la thou sumtym u deserved to be locked in the toilet for god knows how long.

2007-12-07T14:23:00.000+08:00

so doc said i'm under lotsa pressure AGAIN.tsk
migraine's back n the painkiller sucks big time.
bad sore throat n dindol thought i went for a change of jantina corz he claimed my voice sound lyk suare jantan.pfft.
all thanks to that company which never fail to make my life miserable.
so 2 days of mc were given.yeayness.

shall use this opportunity to hibernate.

2007-12-01T16:10:00.000+08:00

Time passed so fast and today marks our 6th.
seems just like yesterday when a new chapter of my life have began.
and that's when u became part of my life on 1st June.
Been going gaga over you since god knows when and insyallah will always be.
Your silly antics which never fail to crack me up.
The joy n and laughters that you've brought into this mundane life.
The patience while listening to my-never-ending-complaints about workloads.
The endurance while putting up with my childishness.
The changes that you've brought into this life.
Those words that always wake me up from my own lala world.
the moments that we've shared.

I cant thank you enough for all those things u've done for me.
If i were given a chance to make my wish come true,it would always be to grow old with you.
It's only our 6th and indeed we still got long way to go.
But nothing is impossible if we have faith in it.

2007-11-30T22:43:00.001+08:00

go and catch this show people...
damn nice and best terpelanting..highly recommended!

'when u love some1,be truthful to each other thou sometime it's not easy to accept it.'

2007-11-25T11:15:00.000+08:00

As i'm typing this entry,parents prolly on the plane to medinah.
as expected,i cried like nobody's business.heh.
being the eldest i'm supposed to be strong for my sistas' sake.
but nah.i cried till hiccup.
infact,syiqa being the youngest was the most relax one.NOT EVEN SINGLE TEAR ROLLED DOWN HER CHEEKS.pfft.
call kental or crybaby.i simply dont care.

36 days without them.
gonna miss ibu's lame jokes..
gonna miss baba's 'NURSALIHAAAAA!!!'
most of all gonna miss their presence in the house.sigh.

2007-11-23T11:24:00.000+08:00

finally managed to find some time to update this blog.tsk.
crazy wk..hectic schedules.
reshuffling the job scope meaning more workloads for me.
& i was given 2 wks to clear the backlogs which keep on piling up.
it feels good to be pun in-charge of few things.
but to balance everything up is so damn tiring.
i dare not to imagine how it would be once my dipl course commence.
speaking of that,i still cant decide which institute to go.pfft.

parents will be going off for their pilgrimage in 2 days time.
n new rule,u cant wait at the airport.
even direct family.
seriously it's a stoopid rule.
k,thats not the point.
obviously being the eldest,meaning all the responsibilities will be hand over to me.
and with the effect of 1st dec,my working hours will be 9-5.50
which means i can do household chores b4 going off to work.
n people keep teasing me about taking this opportunities to train myself for the future.
luckily granny will be staying with us which means i dont have to do any cookings.YESSAR!

in few days time it would be december.
goodness..how fast time passed.
and alhamdulilah,this yr's been a great one.
soo many gd thing happened.
i'm loving it...=)

n ya,HELLO KASMA!!=)
i know occasionally u read this blog..heh.

2007-11-12T06:23:00.000+08:00

this post gonna be a long one..
summarised for the enitre week.hee..(obviously i got nuting to do huh currently)

tuesday,061007.
after so long,finally paid maarif a visit.
as there's PHR and as alumni, obviously we didnt abide the usual rules n regulations set by the sch.
we reached there around 9 plus and missed 3/4 of the event.
it's either we're late or they just started the event way too early.
as we didnt get the chance to study in the new building,we just make do with wat we're good at.
camwhoring.
and the best place to do so is the toilet at level 8.
and for the 1st time eva,i have pink baju for raya as all this while i keep making fun of woon abt it.

2/3 of us..

in the toilet.

in the conference room ..
more pictures to come once cher sarinah uploaded it.

wednesday.071007
another crazy day in the office.
in less than 2 months,it'll be end of the yr.
end of the yr=closing for yr '07.
everyone's batt in the office dying.
all energy drained out.
but to think again,what's new abt it when u'r working in finance dept.
tsk.

thursday,081007.
initial plan was to go picnic with the geng at p.ris park.
but due to rainy day,we lepak at nad's house instead.
watched wujud which was damn mepek.
shall not comment more on it.
those who have watched it,fhm2 larh eh.
n they karaoke or shall i say sing-along sessions.
from oldsch jiwang songs which i didnt noe 3/4 of it to dangdut to lagu melayu asli.
hahah..
fun fun fun.

no pix were taken as we're too bz entertaining ourselves i guess.

friday,091007
another boring day at the office..bleargh.

saturday,101007
a well day spent at home..
woke up at 1pm..
cleared my wardrobe for the 91556532th time.
n till now,i'm still struggling to finish it up.
too much intervals i guess.lols
watched bee movie...nice one.damn adorable larh the bees..
tot of wanna watch saw 4 after that.
but as usual.the thot of watching sumthing gore is a big turn off.
so i watched hairspray halfway..stardust halfway..HAHA.

and today.
planned to go out with sistas.
but too many stuffs to clear at home b4 parents go off for their haj.
so guess,today gonna be another well day spent at home..

and i'm addicted to hindustan again!woot!

2007-11-06T14:11:00.000+08:00

it really irritates me seeing the word URGENT while reading thru the emails.
or worst,when the emails were set on high priority.
as they can be complaint cases or the staffs seriously got nuthing else better to do than making me kancong like hell.tsk.

and lessons to be learnt,no more requesting for temp staffs.
no offence,but when they left,they 4got to bring along the big mess they happily created.
thus,u've have to ans for it.

2 tests done.
4 more to go.
n more e-learning to come.
not 4getting that stoopid financial standard report test which i have to score atleast 70%
or i can kiss gdbye to giro processing section.
wth.
working in finance dept is a big mistake.

starting to hate my job.FULLSTOP.

2007-11-04T03:03:00.000+08:00

workloads seriously driving me insane.
complaints..backlogs..unreasonable manager..selfish partner..fussy,kiasu customers.
i wonder how much longer i can endure all this.

And in this crazy life
And through these crazy times
It's you
It's you
You make me sing
You're every line
You're every word
You're everything

2007-11-01T14:03:00.000+08:00

this yr raya seems to be different from the previous yrs.
only went out with family for 3 days as i was to occupied with work.
only went for 2 raya outings n both with friz.=)
n no more collections for me..
nevertheless,i still had fun..

below pix from last sun's outing with friz n his polyfrens.

bunch of nice people

after much 'discussions', we settled for purple..lols

love.

this was when i was soo weak n sick..thanx eh friz.!

and tomorrow will be our 5th..weeee...!

2007-10-28T02:47:00.000+08:00

raya outing with the geng was fun fun fun..
esp with me brought along sis's D40.
semua excited amek pix..
rented a cargo van which like just an emergency break,every1 will slide forward.haahaa...
singing lotsa songs...from nana&acikspin to 25mins.
n most of us wore greeeeennnnn...best kan kan kan...mcm one big happy family.
bottomline,the geng mmg bunch of gerek people...=)

early in the morning.muke stop it sak.

inside the van.
friz nk step fierce.

awwww...nice nice.

while waiting for the others.

sweetest drug.

the guys..

the gals with cute nura..

inside the van.
melepak at my house.

candid..

galfrenssss pt 1

galfrens pt 2.

when i was about to fall asleep..

cute kan...nyehehe

when we got nuting else better to do..

last house and aku da mangkok...

last group photo of the day...

actually there more pix but nvm larh eh..
256 MG..
total madness i tell u.
but nevertheless i had lotsa fun.
lets do it again next yr geng!

2007-10-17T12:44:00.000+08:00

3 days=35 houses covered.
total madness.
k enough of talking,let the pix do it instead.

1st dae.

everyone was smiling except me as i only got 1/4 of 2/3 of the sofa.lols

aisya n me.

an.aisya.kakna.me.

2nd day.
bunch of cuzzies + D40X+D40=camwhoring thruout the day.

the wannurs.

incomplete of the syeds.

coincidentally,we wore blue.best cuzzies indeed.

sememangnye ku suke skali dlm bab selit-menyelit dlm picture.

squashed in between them.

cuzzies

then we decided to go 'HWAAAAAAKKKKK'

pink.red.blue.limegreen

as for now,counting down to 21st...weeee....

2007-10-13T12:01:00.000+08:00

nope..it's not from dearest boifren.
but from fellow colleagues..
just to cheer me up as i've been feeling sucky for the past few days.
thank u soo much.soo sweet of u all.
feeling soo loved n blessed.

n finally all time fav song got it's official video.
i once give it to boifren n actually forced him to listen to it.
30 mins passed,yet he still cant figure out the song is actually about what.
aiyoo ni satu.

the video is soo contradicting to the song..pfft..

and SLAMAT HARI RAYA PEOPLE!!

2007-10-12T11:09:00.000+08:00

raya is in 2 days time..
and i'm soo not looking forward to it.
so many things cropped up lately ni.
aku benci benci benci.

seriously i need a shoulder to cry on..

2007-10-09T11:37:00.000+08:00

so basically lat weekends were spent with the loved ones.
after so long,like finally i get to meet my maarif galfren.
so-called mini reunion.
but thanx to SOMEONE,my night was spoilt that instead of following the rest to esplanade,i drag hik to geylang.pfft.

seriously to that SOMEONE,not worth berbuat baik ngan kau.
i cant be bothered with you anymore.FULLSTOP.
at tongseng.nasi ayam tk sedap!lols

the babes.
me.mardi.hik.

Then on sun,had retail therapy with iffah.
all i can say is fun fun fun fun...
thou she tortured me by being 10 kali leceh dr me.
thou she took 2 hours to decide which bag to buy.
n like every half an hour,the boifren will call her.aiyoo.
LOLS.
we should do it again babe.

and watching mimpi manis is surely addictive..OH TIDAK!

2007-10-08T12:33:00.000+08:00

cant believe it's monday tomorrow.
darn..gonna be another tiring week..
AKU PEEEENAAATTTT...

2007-10-06T13:13:00.000+08:00

i'm not a big fan of tiffany & co.
but omg larh...i'm sooo in love with this.
ntah brapa tahun nye gaji larh eh baru ku mampu nk beli ni.

2007-10-04T11:37:00.000+08:00

2 days of orientation cum training = workloads piling up.
sheesh..

for the past 3 yrs,3rd oct used to be the date.
but now,nah...
it's all in the past.
i'm more than happy now.

2007-10-01T11:15:00.001+08:00

it was exactly 3 mins b4 azan when the 'egg' died.
darn..cant it just wait till 7..
my eyes went all teary..
laugh people laugh.
some of u just dont understand how suck it is.
so ~~curious lil boy~~, does that ans ur qsn?lols.

suddenly i wanna watch all those hindustan movies..
from the legend kuch kuch hota hai to the latest movie which i've lost track of the tittle..lols
so anyone wanna join??=)

2007-09-30T13:13:00.000+08:00

sememangnya dunia ni kecil kan..?
lari mcm mana pon,akan terserempak juga.

2007-09-28T11:57:00.000+08:00

it really amused me when people push the door when the sign reads PULL and vice versa.
it's either the sign is too small for them or that's how they were taught.pfft.

ps:u're being greatly missed love!=)

2007-09-27T11:12:00.000+08:00

there are soo many things that need to be done by end of this week and believe it or not,I'm helplessly disorganised larh sei..oh no.
i tend to get everything jumbled up and will start to get panic even over small things.
and when i'm all panicky, paranoia will start to take control of me.

and yeah,1/3 of the ceiling in the new office collapsed and it really freaked everyone out.
luckily no1 was in when it happened.or surely it would be a big issue that worth people's talk.
haha like real.

it's been close to a week we shifted into the new office and i'm still clueless on what to do with the work desk. just to make me more enthu n motivated to finish up the workloads.

all i can think of is a frame of his pictures.
as it will surely works wonder.lols

2007-09-25T11:39:00.000+08:00

monday blues.
i was having a really hard time try to keep myself awake despite yest i slept thruout the day.
and it was blardy cold till all the joints n fingers felt numb.
insurance agents came in & out of the office,bombarding us with those small,stoopid stuffs.
and i always become the victim as my workdesk is the nearest to the door.thanx eh

'and pls get ur facts right b4 u shoot me with that'i-know-it-all- face expression.'stop it sia.
u should count urself lucky that i only shouted at u n none of the thick ring files were thrown at u.
n double pls,do sumthing with ur stoopid-step-british accent n yar do learn on how to talk english properly would u?
u'r the worst irritating specimen that i've met in my entire life.'

and not forgetting that *fill in the blank* step-supervisor who simply dun understand it's the fasting month n u need to go back early; made u stayback and will only come to ur table with the pathetic face at 6:30,saying 'saliha..it's ok if u're tired..u can go back now.'

'ko pikir rumah aku sebelah tu trade union house per?'pfft

this bunch of people really good at spoiling my mood,testing my patience etc.
thanx alot larh eh.

seriously working life sucks big time.
i wana go back to sch...bohoo.

2007-09-24T11:17:00.000+08:00

sometimes it would be better to keep my mouth shut rather than get myself caught in diff n awkward situation.
sheesh saliha.when will u ever learn your lesson.

so basically throughout the week was busy struggling to finish up the workloads n yerp few other stuffs..
tight schedules.
weekly basis deadlines.
enquiries from impatience customers..yeah customers always right.like whatever.
shifting to new office which was really fun n tiring at the same time..
simply love the new office.
have my own workstation,flatscreen comp,super wide desk etc..best ok!

Last tuesday,met up with the gang n break fast together at sakura,far east.
as usual,keco abes.
2 bad none of us took pics as we're too busy njoying our food.
after that,off we marathon to al-falah for our maghrib,isya' n terawih.
honestly,i like the ambiance.
sooo tenang.
nk gi sane lagi larh..:)

n i just come back from ramdhan rocks'07.
damn tiring but haf lotsa lotsa fun.
thou in the middle tu,i suddenly have a splitting headache,urge to vomit n start to see things double.lols.buat malu jer.
but atleast i did the dragonboat n managed to do 1/3 of the cycling ok.
n 'mr abg lorry' bought for me air katirah n i feel touched sei..
soo sweet of him..syg die.. :)
as part of the gang were there so bole tahan keco larh gak.
n semua balek w/o mandi 1st..
tk senonoh betol..haha

enuf of ranting,let few pix do the talking.

my group-the compassion.
simply love them!:)

during free time,me n jannah got nuthing else to do.so dua2 mcm fhm.
bet after this,fadz will neva let us fool ard with her bike..haha
n nasrin's helmet waee to big for me larh ok!

me n the gal-who-get-soo-high-due-to-too-much-of-fruitpunch-.

see the face??
tanned n shagged.tsk!

2007-09-14T11:58:00.000+08:00

1st day of ramadhan = 29 more days to syawal!=)

besssstttttnyyyyyeee!

n finally i've signed the contract.
with ntuc income as a perm staff hokey.
not the lifelong partner contract with friz..NOT YET.

tapi klau dia nak,ape salahnye kan..hehe.
memang confirm mentel anak pak syed ni satu.

2007-09-11T11:34:00.000+08:00

big birthday shoutout to my dearest-onenonly-slalumintkkenegigitpsladorablesgt-boifren!
dah 23..sooo tua..

2007-09-09T15:50:00.000+08:00

what i really need now is a very comfortable bed,
lotsa fluffy pillows,soft comforter n 3 days off from work so that i can sleep sleep and sleep.

sesungguhnye ku tk cukup tdo......!argh..
so depressing.

2007-09-02T03:28:00.000+08:00

soo many things happened for the past few days.
so here it goes..

THURSDAY.

dept meeting=free lunch with the entire dept.
so the pantry occupied with finance people.
the food's not bad..n the best thing got oatmeal prawn..lols
n the 3 of us conquered the fossball n played like bunch of hysterical teen gals..

p/s:i shall not post the pix of us while playing it corz sesungguhnye buruk larh ok...lols

den in the evening,met iffah n nad..
as usual,keco abes..
updtd each other abt lotsa stuffs..~~juicy gossips~~..boifrens..rlsp..etc.
as iffah lately ni loaded abes kan...ape lg..mkn free larh...
n part mkn free ni,sememangnye me n nad muke cheapskate..lols

they are among the people whom i will never trade with anything in this world.never.
thru thicks n thins,our frenship of more than decade still remain strong.
thou sumtym tu we're on the verge of slaughtering each other.haha

FRIDAY.

last day for the temp staffs.
kinda emotional as i'm surely gonna miss lochani.
my merayap-during-lunch-member.
so the entire giro section went out for lunch together.
it's damn keco if u happened to be in the section with lotsa senior citizens.HAHA!
n they paid for the meal larh ok...
free meal lg..i loike.heh

so on mon,new chapter of life will begin..
nope,hafriz hasnt proposed to me yet..haha
just wait for the next entry lor!

SATURDAY

dearest colleague,Lina had just gaf birth to baby boy..
wee!soo excited..cant wait to see the baby..
siap uh nanti..kene menggeram ngan aku..haha

n ya...happy 3rd love!
sayang u many many..
laugh people laugh..
b4 u guys know it,it would be our 3rd year already..lols

2007-08-30T03:07:00.000+08:00

last sat was a blast.
thank you soo much people..
the gifts..
the wishes..
the treat to swenswen by fellow colleagues.
made me feel soo blessed n loved.

2007-08-24T12:14:00.000+08:00

all time-fav..

i never thought u would be the one,
make me shine brighter than the sun.

2007-08-22T12:03:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JENNY.

so basically our section had mini celebration for Jenny.Seeing how enthu they can be at their age really tickle me..

2007-08-19T16:07:00.000+08:00

yest was a blast..went to watch fireworks display with love.
as i got 2 tickets, we able to get the clear view of the display from marina bay platforms.
i was mesmerised by it and i was like a small kid larh ok,terngangah mcm pe.

those 3 are my fav...damn nice n xtra loud larh i tell u.
indeed i had fun thou mule2 tu i was soo pissed off at love that i felt like wanna strangle him.lols
n of all thing,i forgot to snap pix of me n love corz we look nice ok,donning in red same2..

ok..one more week to go...=)

2007-08-12T02:42:00.000+08:00

as besdae is lyk 2 wks away,
qsns lyk 'eh what u want for birthday?'was frequently asked.
hahaha..
i shall not tell what i want as
1.i dont even know what i want.
2.it would surely burn a big hole in the pocket once i tell what i want.lols
3.it doesnt matter what people will give me,it's the thots that count.

i wonder what love's doing in KL now..having a great time ogling at msian gals??
hmm.

2007-08-08T01:31:00.000+08:00

i shall behave n be a good gal while love busy studying for his exams.
no throwing tantrums.
no arguing.
no emo-ing.

just wait patiently for 18th aug as it's his last paper n we're going for the firework celebration.
=)

simply adore him..

2007-08-07T10:06:00.000+08:00

when attending weddings,people usually will bring their partners along.
but not Fida.
she asked me along to her colleague's daughter wedding when i dun even know them.lols.
so babe,it's time for u to 'u know-i know-public dunno'..=)

2007-08-02T03:28:00.000+08:00

soo many things happened for the past few days.
so here it goes..

THURSDAY.

dept meeting=free lunch with the entire dept.
so the pantry occupied with finance people.
the food's not bad..n the best thing got oatmeal prawn..lols
n the 3 of us conquered the soccer game n played like bunch of hysterical teen gals..

p/s:i shall not post the pix of us while playing it corz sesungguhnye buruk larh ok...lols

den in the evening,met iffah n nad..
as usual,keco abes..
updtd each other abt lotsa stuffs..~~juicy gossips~~..boifrens..rlsp..etc.
as iffah lately ni loaded abes kan...ape lg..mkn free larh...
n part mkn free ni,sememangnye me n nad muke cheapskate..lols

they are among the people whom i will never trade with anything in this world.never.
thru thicks n thins,our frenship of more than decade still remain strong.
thou sumtym tu we're on the verge of slaughtering each other.haha

FRIDAY.

last day for the temp staffs.
kinda emotional as i'm surely gonna miss lochani.
my merayap-during-lunch-member.
so the entire giro section went out for lunch together.
it's damn keco if u happened to be in the section with lotsa senior citizens.HAHA!
n they paid for the meal larh ok...
free meal lg..i loike.heh

so on mon,new chapter of life will begin..
nope,hafriz hasnt proposed to me yet..haha
just wait for the next entry lor!

SATURDAY

dearest colleague,Lina had just gaf birth to baby boy..
wee!soo excited..cant wait to see the baby..
siap uh nanti..kene menggeram ngan aku..haha

n ya...happy 3rd love!
sayang u many many..
laugh people laugh..
b4 u guys know it,it would be our 3rd year already..lols

2007-07-26T07:46:00.000+08:00

stop giving me that irritating look when the lift stops at level 2.
my own business lor wanna take the lift or stairs.
sooo wat if i'm lazy to take the stairs..
just ur luck lor to take the lift with me...

mum got the latest edition of warna recipe book.
soo simple n easy n suddenly i wanna try out the dishes.
but when i told love,guess what he said? 'KLAKAR'
soo much for getting overexcited wanna cook sumthing for him.pfft.
nevertheless,i adore him larh..
corz he's my bacin lor!=)

2007-07-25T11:46:00.000+08:00

so this blog was left on hiatus form more than a wk.
soo many things to blog abt..
but limited capacity of memory.(read:short term memory lost)

so last wk was a hell one.
Doing OT thurout the wk n pathetically on sat too.
still rmbr wat kakna once said'org bodoh je keje on wkends.'lols
well,i have no choice as there were no other temp staffs besides me n lochani.
n being there for more than 6 months surely give the others chances to take advantage of the situation which was happily pile up the workloads on my table n always use the word URGENT.
sickening specimens.
it surely drained out my energy n I'm still suffering from mental exhaustion.

Swollen gum's surely a killer.
I almost died because of it.
k drama abes.
went to the office with swollen cheek n i look so idiotic.
i talked with this funny accent which lochani find it very funny.thanx eh.
i couldnt eat n i actually cried abt it.wahaha
Luckily when i met love on sun,everything was back to normal.
N i lost 2kg!
so love,stop asking me to slim down alright.

so i guess the entry shall ends here as *ehem*shorttermmemorylost*ehem*
lolz.

2007-07-16T12:20:00.000+08:00

so basically my wkends were spent with me eating alot....
friday,went to seoul garden with friz.
as i was not feeling well,i didnt eat as much as him.
but still,i was so bloated that i pratically had to drag myself to the mrt station.

i just love talking to him while having meals.
corz he'll just listen to my blabbering..
how suweet is that.
so now everybody,lets go'awwwwww...'.

yest,went to seoul garden AGAIN.
this time with woon,yanali n syiqa.
As yanali's leaving soon to further her studies,we met up n she gaf us treat.
feeling bad as the bill's close to 100 bux.
nevamind love,i owe u one ok.
soo gonna miss her thou she neva fails to irritate me.lolz
from those sch days up till now,fellow income colleagues.
haiz.

n just now,dearest big bro's big day.
finally got engaged n settling down soon.
as usual,the food wallah....nasi padang larh..!
been munching thruout the day.
how in the world am i supposed to slim down if i keep eating like this...??grr..
n a'an bought the nikon D40X larh sia....
damn coolio...
the pix all nice...
suddenly feel lyk wanna save up n buy that camera too.lolz.

2007-07-15T04:22:00.000+08:00

i'm feeling all sucky now.
maybe i think too much..
baaaaaaah!

2007-07-14T04:02:00.000+08:00

so i didnt go to work today.
reason?corz i'm simply too tired n sick.
woke up with terrible splitting headache,bad flu.
so tot of taking halfday off.
but while taking shower,i just dont feel like going to work at all.
haha.bole gitu..

Since not going to work,i'll be going out with love instead.
haha.
sakit2 pon nk klua.
corz i noe he's gonna be the best remedy..
wahaha.saliha mentel.

k dah nk klua.
bye

2007-07-04T11:52:00.000+08:00

so as mentioned in previous entry,i'm officially working in a finance department.
n i remember clearly how enthu i sound,blabbering about looking forward abt it.
damn,how i regret it now.

kakzah,take me back pls...!*crying my lungs out.'
it's better not to mention here about the workinglife down there.
all i can say,if u're given a choice btw working in tamp branch & bras basah branch,dun be a big gundu with capital G like me hokey.

anyway,i went for the test thingy at HSBC.
there're 3 tests & i flunked the maths test.
hoho.too many decimal.too little time.n no calculator.wth sei.
n thanx to 7 months of working experience in ntuc income,i managed to pull thru the checking test.
thou in the middle of it,i started to see double of everything.haha
now all i have to do is to wait for the interview.
hopefully i got it.
or else,my worst nightmare will continue.(read:work in finance dept)

i'm soo looking forward to the appreciation dinner for miq people.
black & white is the theme.nice ryt.
wuhuuu..

k dah penat
bye

2007-06-28T12:28:00.000+08:00

new blogskin.
as i'm too lazy make new layouts.
but i'm itching on changing it.
so after 3 nyts,browsing thru blogskin,
i finally decided to use this.
so wallla..presenting new blogskin.
ok mepek.

soo tired to blog.
perhaps sum other tym.
k dah.
bye.

2007-06-25T20:28:00.000+08:00

starting from next mon onwards,i'll be working at bras basah branch.
yessa!tercapai gak impian ku.
now dun get me wrong.
staffs at tamp branch r bunch of nice people n i'll surely miss them.
but it just that,my punctuality become issues as i keep on cuming late.
blame on the expressway.
ok,maybe the time taken for me to get ready.
n it seems that bras basah much nearer to my house.
as instead of taking bus,i'll just take NEL.
thou the thought of being sandwiched among kiasu people is a big turnoff.

so as we're moving this sat,workloads been accelerating at intensive rate.
n i'm damn tired larh kan.
3 temp staffs to teach.
how ironic it is as i'm myself a temp staff. tsk.
lotsa ad hoc projects to settle.
tempers tend to flare.
stuffs to pack.
n the list could just go on.

i dare not to imagine hows the working life gonna be at bras basah later on.
corz,i'm no longer under customer department.
instead it'll be finance department.
now tell me,how cool it sounds.
ah yer..cool abes.nanti stress sendiri.

besides that,instead of 12 peoples, only 8 of us will be going there.
less people means more work.
n i have to train lochani so we can split the workloads equally.

n it was rumoured that those who're workin in the finance dept,the earliest time they sign out is ard 7+..
woah..more than 9 hours of working.

n since the dept is at HQ n all the bigshots there,
obviously the dressing also have to change.
as they keep on stressing that appearance potray gd image of the office.
sungguh tk related.but wateva.
atleast i got a reason to dress up formally.
n maybe haf reasons to buy more clothes.LOLS

2007-06-18T14:18:00.000+08:00

just now was fun fun fun!
went out with family n ayg.
no awkward moments.
except wen hafriz had to salam my senile relative who tot he's part of the family.lolz
i'm too tired n excited at the same time.
so just let few of the pix do the talking.

my self-proclaimed hot ayg.lolz

at fullerton hotel.

us.

so other pix will be uploaded later on.insyallah
k dah.
bye

2007-06-16T15:52:00.000+08:00

it's quite late n i can still blogging instead of sleeping
wonder wat time i'll wake up 2mrw.heh.

surely there's sumthing wrong with me.
1st,during the fmsa camp,i saw few of the gals' sneakers n gawd,damn nice larh kan.
so the next dae,went to vivo n i bought a pair.
yesh people.can u believe it.
me?wearing sneakers??yesh people.go ahead n roll ur eyes.
eh ayg said i'll look nice ok.
thou i still need to learn on how to tie the shoelaces properly.

den few daes later,my mentel hormones seem to be out of control as i find gals wearing dress look nice n adorable n i also want to look like them.
n the urge of wearing a dress was very irrisistable dat i went to work just now wearing a dress.
n i look adorable ok. ok maybe not.maybe it's the dress dat looks adorable corz it's *ehem* aisya's.heh.
but to make the dress looks adorable,obviously u need sum1 equally adorable to wear it ryt.
so dats make me look adorable too.
ok wat the hell i just crapped abt.
nvm.

den last nyt,while looking for a top, i happened to take a peek at my baju kurung collection.
chey,mcm fhm jek.
den suddenly i wanna be wanita melayu terakhir(read:pakai baju kurung larh deng!)
budden the urge was not as bad as wanna wear a dress.
maybe next wk i'm gonna wear it.
or maybe this sun outing??
oraite per.
kan ayg?

i wonder wats next sei.=)

so work life getting more mundane.
i was caught sleeping for few times oredi.
blame joshua for giving me all those boring tasks.lol
thou i got lotsa stuffs to get it settle with MAS people dropping by to do sum audit on mon.
haiyaa..can die.
luckily got KY who's 28 budden very childish.
he actually lastic me with a rubberband.!
n got lydia for bitching feasts.
got amy for storytelling session.
danya to get excited with abt sales sales n more sales.
den obviously joshua who just njoy bullying me.no larh kidding!
last bt not least,the perm staffs who just love to provide us snacks.
since most of them r chinese,they'll buy snacks with chap halal n show it to us b4 we eat it.lolz.

i just love finance people.=)
*thou sumtym mcm nk jitak2 dorg.huhuhu.

let's be the best psychopaths couple of the century,shall we?
i hope i'll love u all my life.

2007-06-12T13:18:00.000+08:00

fmsa leadership camp was fun fun fun!
ok.minus the lectures n lack of sleep part.
met gerek people there.
had a superbubbly gal as my roomie..the wae she woke me up was lyk super hyper larh.
'SALIHA..!r u awake??' lolz.

2007-06-07T12:12:00.000+08:00







'..My every wish and every dream
Somehow became reality
When you brought the sunlight
Completed my whole life
I'm overwhelmed with gratitude
Cause baby, I'm so thankful
I found you....'

2007-06-04T11:52:00.000+08:00

so now he knows,
how i suck at directions.

n how selekeh i can be while eating.

n wat a slengs i am.

2007-06-01T15:49:00.000+08:00

.....and we r officially attached now...

*giggles*

2007-05-31T13:07:00.000+08:00

taking 27 to work everydae is seriously a big torture.

with bunch of kiasu people.
traffic jam at the expressway.
sickening people who cant be bothered to take shower in the morning.
ignorant people who r just selfish n inconsiderate.
busdrivers who just enjoy taking their own sweet time.

so,i'm always late for work.
ok maybe i should cut down on the time taken for me to siap2 instead.
lols.

2007-05-28T11:02:00.000+08:00

so i mentioned in prev entry abt me dun gif a damn abt the NUS thingy.
ok.i lied.
i do care.
n feeling abit shitty abt this whole stuffs.
but nvm.everything dat happened has a reason ryt.
it just the matter of time as wen i'll come to know wat isit.
so as for now, just look on the brighter side of it. =)

2007-05-27T14:50:00.001+08:00

so as expected, i got rejected by NUS.
wateva.i dun gif a damn.
on the dae i got my results,i know i'll neva be able to make it 2 UNI.
so u guys must be wondering why in the world i would go thru lotsa hassle for the application.
well,just put it this way,i applied for the sake of applying alryt.
so save all the qsns..
save all those sarcastic remarks.
i dun need any of it.full stop.

2007-05-26T11:55:00.001+08:00

big slengies = sunshine

the reason for me to smile.
the reason for me to look on the brighter side of everything.